But I am always thinking of you...

Wherever I go and whatever I do.....
I don't know why...
But I am always thinking of you...


Since I met you there's never a day....
When I don't think of you...
I sometime wonder if you know me..
Or if you look in my eyes...
Would you see what you mean to me...


Wherever I go and whatever I do...
I don't know why...
But I am always thinking of you....


I will never forget the day...
When I told myself....
That I am in love with you...
I am thankful to destiny n you...
That you came into my life...


Wherever I go whatever I do...
I don't know why ....
But I am always thinking of you...


I know the limitations with our life ...
But what matters the most is that ...
With our love we trust n understand each other.....
Our life's path are way too apart....
But our hearts are entangled with each other...


Wherever I go whatever I do....
I don't know why....
But I am always thinking of you...


Thank you for being there ...
I know you are quite different than me...
I am very expressive n you are too reserve...
I do understand your silence but...
When I am Expressive I do admire your patience with me ....


Wherever I go whatever I do.....
I don't know why......
But I am always thinking of you....


No matter where you go or what you do you are very special to me...

Shruti Mehendale 9th Aug 2010

Sharing an article from Osho Times Online...

Sharing an article from Osho Times Online... MAN’S INHUMANITY

		Why do people treat each other like they do? Is it all conditioning, or is there something in man that makes him willing to go astray?
		It is both. First, there is something in man that leads him astray. And secondly, there are people whose interest it is to lead human beings astray. Both together create a false, fake human being. His heart longs for love, but his conditioned mind prevents him from love. This is the problem. The child is born with a heart that longs for love, but he is also born with a brain that can be conditioned. Society has to condition it against the heart, because the heart will be always rebellious against the society, it will always follow its own way. It cannot be made into a soldier. It can become a poet, it can become a singer, it can become a dancer, but it cannot become a soldier. It can suffer for its individuality, it can die for its individuality and freedom, but it cannot be enslaved. That is the state of the heart. But the mind.... The child comes with an empty brain, just a mechanism, which you can arrange the way you want. It will learn the language you teach, it will learn the religion you teach, it will learn the morality you teach. It is simply a computer; you just feed it with information. And every society takes care to make the mind stronger and stronger so that if there is any conflict between heart and mind, the mind is going to win. But every victory of the mind over the heart is a misery. It is a victory over your nature, over your being — over you — by others. And they have cultivated your mind to serve their purposes. So the mind is empty, it is brain; you can put anything in it. And with twenty-five years of education you can make it so strong that you forget your heart; you will always remain miserable. The misery is that your heart can only give you joy, can only give you happiness, can only make you dance. The mind can do arithmetic, but it cannot sing a song. Those are just not the capacities of the mind. So you are torn apart between your nature, which is your heart, and the society that is in your head. And certainly you are born — everybody is born — with these two centers. That is the difficulty. And one center is empty. In a better society it will be used in accordance with the heart, to serve the heart. Then it will be a great life, full of rejoicings. But up to now we have lived in an ugly society, with rotten ideas. They have used the mind. And that vulnerability is there — mind can be used. Now communists are using it in one way; fascists used it in Germany in one way; all the other religions are using it in different ways. But that vulnerability is with every individual: that you have a mind which you bring empty. In fact it is a blessing of existence — but misused, exploited. It is given to you empty so that you can make it perfectly subservient to your heart, to your longings, to your potential. Nothing is wrong in it. But the vested interests all over the world have found it a beautiful opportunity for them — to use the mind against the heart. So you remain miserable and they can exploit you in whatever ways they want. That’s why the whole world is miserable. Everybody wants to be loved, everybody wants to love; but the mind is such a barrier that it neither allows you to love, nor does it allow you to be loved. In both cases the mind comes in the way and starts distorting everything. And even if by chance you meet a person you feel love for and the person feels love for you, your minds are not going to settle. They have been trained by different systems, different religions, different societies. It is everybody’s birthright to be happy, but unfortunately the society, the people with whom we have been living, who have brought us into the world, have not thought anything about it. They have just been reproducing human beings like animals — even worse because at least animals are not conditioned. This conditioning process should be completely changed. The mind should be trained to be a servant of the heart. Logic should serve love. And then life can become a festival of lights.
		Beyond Psychology
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I feel that I am blessed......

I feel that I am blessed....

And I thank You and the destiny....

For the day I met you baby...
I found a friend for life....
And a friendship that...
I pray will never end..
Your presence in my life ...

Has kept me going....

We at times have judged each other...

when we didn't see eye to eye...

And there were days......

when we were poles apart with dejection...

But even so we made it through...

in the end we understood each other... 

I am happy and thankful that...
Our friendship hasn't yet died...

Circumstances have compelled us to be apart...
We are separated for the world.......

but inseparable in our hearts.....
Truly the only thing that keeps me going....
Is the bond of rare friendship we share...
Which is so precious to me..
I hope it grows and flourishes....
And lasts unto infinity....

You are so very special to me.....
Our friendship is one-in-a-million.....
So let's hold on to it and each other......
Don't let this chance of pure bliss go away..
Our love for each other is so pure ....

that soul has found the soul mate ...

 For there will never be......

another lifetime like this.....

Remember that I love you.

N will always love you forever.

Shruti Mehendale 18th January 2010

You are a special friend....

As we walk our path of life...
Everyday.....

We meet many people......
Most are simply met by chance...
But some are sent....

Specially Our way..




They become our....

Special friends....
Whose bond we can't explain....
The ones who understand us

And share our joy and pain......




Their love contains.....

No boundaries...
So even if they are miles apart.

Their presence is still ....

Felt by us...
With a warmth in our heart....




So these Special friends.....

 God has sends our way,
Remain forever....

Very close to our heart ....




Remember...

You are....

My special Friend....




Shruti Mehendale 17th January 2010

unconditional love.....

unconditional love.....

When in love you only think of the person you are in love as often as you can. And you look for ways to be in touch with the person......I would say fair enough because this is what the heart wants. And you would give your love to that person no matter what and the funniest part is when you feel deeply for someone you do not look for any thing in return believe it or not this is true and this kind of love is more spiritual.

But in the world of practical people it is difficult to make them understand this feeling unless they are them self  in love.I would not say u stop living your life. Daily routine will go on but love is the spice in the life this makes life beautiful to live in......

Sometimes I feel that why people you love soo much, are so scared of your love you have for them. They kind of resist the love they get.I wonder why, than a thought crossed my mind is it cos they were hurt by someone in love, cos every one in this world longs for love this is the birth right of every human being bee it young or old , man or women,even a new born. just breathing air does not make a person alive if its heart is not getting love it is as good as dead.

 But it is even more difficult and sad when people close there heart and do not wanna open it to the feeling of love..

Creating Loving Relationships

I would like to share some portion of book "Messages from Masters" by Dr. Brian Weiss.......

Quote......

There are different levels of learning, and we must learn some of them in flesh. We must feel the pain. When you're a spirit you feel no pain. It is a period of renewal. Your soul is being renewed. When you're in physical state in the flesh, you can feel pain; you can hurt. In spiritual form you do not feel. There is only happiness, a sense of well-being. But it's a renewal period for ....us. The interaction between people in the spiritual form is different. When you are in physical state.....you can experience relationships.

After our birth in the physical state, our main source of learning is through relationships. Through the joy and pain of interaction with other people, we progress on our spiritual paths in order to learn about love from all sides. Relationships are living laboratory, a field test to determine how we are doing, whether our lessons have been learned, to discover how close we are to our pre-determined life plan. In relationships our emotions are evoked, and we react. Have we learned to turn the other cheek, or do we retaliate with violence? Do we reach out to others with understanding, love, and compassion,or do we react with fear, selfishness, or rejection? Without relationships we would not know; we would not test our progress. They are wonderful but difficult opportunities to learn.

We are here in physical state in order to learn and grow. We learn traits and qualities such as love, non-violence, compassion, charity, faith, hope, forgiveness, understanding, and awareness. We must unlearn negative traits and qualities, including fear, anger, hatred, violence, greed, pride, lust, selfishness, and prejudice.

Unquote......

I would say look deeply at all your relationships be it with anyone and keep learning your lessons n show understanding, love, and compassion towards people in your life.......

LOVE U ALL who have touched my life some way or the other as you all were a medium of my learning lessons. Still trying my best to control negative trait specially anger......

Shruti Mehendale
14th Dec 2009

One more year of my life gone by....

One more year of my life gone by....

What an eventful year...

Learned so many things in life....

Some learning was in a hard way ...

Some with the mood of learning...

And some learning yet to be grasped....

And still want of learning is on...

Why I don't know....

One more year of my life gone by....

Saw people going from my life....

Who I will not see again rest of my life....

Also many people come in my life.....

Who are friends for life now....

And took their own place ...

Some in a very special way ....

Why I don't know....

One more year of my life gone by....

Regretting not seeing close ones ...

as often as I wanted to....

lost time will never come back...

I don't know if i wanna celebrate ...

Cos I am still numb from the mix feeling...

Of sadness and joy...

Why I don't know....

One more year of my life gone by....

Still today being somewhat special ...

I let myself feel little happy....

I know some of them do remember...

But will they take out time....

And give me few moments of their life....

Since morning waiting ..

Why I don't know...

One more year of my life gone by....

Today I am expecting a lot....

From so many people...

Wanna see where do I stand....

Maybe I am not wrong...

Hope is what I am hanging on.....

But hope is what keep me going...

Why I don't know....

One more year of my life gone by....

Shruti Mehendale 4th December 2009